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[16 Dec 2009|04:18am] |
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goodbye livejournal.
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[15 Dec 2009|01:32am] |
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Just because I don't love you the way you want me to doesn't mean I don't love you with all I have.
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[14 Dec 2009|08:47pm] |
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Sometimes it hurts to trust because the independent woman inside won't settle for believing. She needs to know.
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| Everything is Illuminated |
[12 Dec 2009|11:50am] |
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"He would fall asleep with his heart at the foot of his bed, like some domesticated animal that was no part of him at all. And each morning he would wake with it again in the cupboard of his rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping. And by mid-afternoon he was again overcome with the desire to be somewhere else, someone else, someone else somewhere else. I am not sad"
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| Not everything is about you. |
[12 Dec 2009|11:30am] |
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"We are just a particle on a speck of dust on a flea, on a rat's ass in a ship sailing in the Pacific Ocean."
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[11 Dec 2009|08:24am] |
Even moments on the bus feel so magical, it's crazy. Yeup, yeup, I love my baby.
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[10 Dec 2009|08:32pm] |
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Gr, nothing has been checked off the Christmas shopping list yet. After this though, I'm SAAAAAAAAAAAAVING.. until James' birthday. Then after that I'm SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVING. Yeah.
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| I need you. |
[10 Dec 2009|01:13am] |
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And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. You can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
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[08 Dec 2009|08:42pm] |
Spent the whole day with my baby. Love it. Love him.
PS. He's beautiful again :)
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| I don't care. But I do. |
[06 Dec 2009|11:28pm] |
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Don't you dare tell me nothing matters. Everything matters. Every fucking drop of rain, every ray of sunlight, every wisp of cloud matters. [..] And I know that there's an entire world that cares out there, hiding behind a world that doesn't, afraid to show who it really is. And with or without you, I will drag that world out of the dirt and the blood and the muck until we live in it. Until we all live in it.
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[06 Dec 2009|11:03pm] |
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School and work are doing a pretty good job at taking over my life. Thanks.
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[02 Dec 2009|10:02pm] |
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I go outside to try and find a familiar mind.. In the end, it just really lets me know that I'm on my own.
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| I'm not picking out of a hat. |
[02 Dec 2009|09:55pm] |
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I wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me because it's bad enough I let myself down. I don't need to let everyone else down, too.
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